excited she wasn't sleepy at all. 。Tell me about your fears of taking taxis. 。 Qiao Shunchen said very directly, he wasn't incapable of being tactful, he just knew Qin Jingwen disliked beating around...That's Qin Jingyi's idea; I don't know if others will accept it.

But she thought it was a feasible way, a way that didn't waste time. 。Qin Jingyi waited for Qiao Shunchen's answer, but Qiao Shunchen didn't know how to answer. 。His hatred was selfish, and it wasn't just directed at his father, but also at that woman. 。Turning a blind eye while pretending to look for her, this hatred only tortures oneself without any meaning in persistence. 。"Think it over carefully, I still hope you won't hold a grudge against your uncle." 。"Joe, I'll go in first." 。"

Seeing Qiao Shunchen's predicament, Qin Jingyi waited for a while but didn't get an answer. Disappointed, she went back. >>> 。When Qin Jingyi came down, she was already mentally prepared for failure, but she also didn't expect Qiao Shunchen to be so stubborn. 。No wonder my older sister vowed never to get involved in this matter again, because no matter how hard she tried, it was all in vain. 。Qin Jingwen saw the two people in the pavilion from her child's room and roughly guessed what they were talking about. 。At this point, their conversation was nothing but illness and hatred. 。She could also see that Qin Jingyi had no gains at all. 。I was thinking of going down to talk to Qiao Shunchen myself, but at this moment, she was thankful that it wasn't her who went down. 。Joseph Chen, Joseph Chen, why bother Aren't you making things difficult for yourself On the other side, Qiao Yu also couldn't fall asleep. She would lie down and then sit up again, sometimes crying and sometimes lost in thought. 。"Don't think about it anymore, just go to sleep. Dad's just having a minor operation, don't worry." 。"Jiang Kai didn't even know how many times he had said these words of persuasion, but Qiao Yu was still repeating her emotions and actions. 。"I'm not worried about the minor surgery tomorrow, I'm worried about the major surgery and Dad's emotions." 。" I'm afraid too, afraid that Dad will leave with regrets. " 。His regret is our children's regret. If he leaves, our regret will be lifelong. 。" Qiao Yu figured some things out, afraid that the regrets of their family would just be passed down through the generations like this. " 。" Qiao Yu, if you can understand this, that's enough. " 。To let Dad feel at ease, you have to let go of your hatred. 。Dad's illness isn't as serious as we thought it was. You should also give him the freedom and opportunity to make his own decisions, and let him find his own happiness. 。Jiang Kai saw that Qiao Yu had a chance to relax, so he quickly seized the opportunity to add more persuasion. 。"Jing Yi is right, the person who benefits most from letting go of the past is yourself." 。Look, you've got this on your mind all day long. It's affecting your rest and your mood. You must be so tired like this. 。" Let go, and let Dad relax too. " 。If he gets better, you still have a chance. But if... you'll all regret it for the rest of your lives. 。By the time Jiang Kai said this, Qiao Yu was already crying again. But as the saying goes, "strike while the iron is hot," even if she cried, Jiang Kai couldn't miss this opportunity. 。Jiang Kai continued 。"Joe Yu, what I'm about to say you might not want to hear, but I feel it's the truth. 。If it weren't for all these years of hatred from you, Dad wouldn't have been so repressed. He was repressed for over twenty years, silent for over twenty years. The fact that he's only getting sick now is a miracle. 。In other words, Dad wouldn't have gotten sick without your and Shunchen's hatred. 。“

This sentence is also something Jiang Kai had to say, although it's just his own opinion, he thinks there's some truth to it

” 。A person's mood directly affects their health. Yue Fu's health must have been damaged after being suppressed for so many years. 。"Really because of us" Joe cried, asking Jiang Kai. She hadn't thought her father's illness was caused by a bad mood, but after hearing Jiang Kai say it like this, she felt it made sense. 。Jian Kai didn't speak, he just nodded very affirmatively. 。Although this would make Qiao Yu sad and self-blame, it's also the best way for her to let go. 。Seeing Jiang Kai nod, Qiao Yu let out a loud cry, filled with self-blame, sadness, and heartache that overwhelmed her. 。She is heartbroken because she and Qiao Shunchen are the culprits, how bad could they be to drive their father to illness 。If they keep pushing him, won't they drive their father to death 。Jiang Kai didn't offer any comfort, he just held Qiao Yu in his arms. 。She's also holding too much inside, needing to find release and relief. If she doesn't, she might push herself to the point of illness. 。Qiao Yu cried for a long time before gradually calming down. 。"I can forgive my father, but Shunchen is the most important." 。We also need to find a way to get Shunchen to forgive Dad. 。Joe Yu has let go. Even if she can't forgive the past or abandon it, she can endure not interfering with her father or complaining about him. 。But Qiao Shunchen couldn't do that. Once his father went to find Qin Lan, he would move out of the suburbs, and their relationship would become as cold as it was before. 。"Let's have Wenwen help us with Shunchen's affairs. We can't solve it ourselves." 。Jiang Kai still has the old idea, and still thinks Qin Jingwen is the best candidate. 。They can also be of help, but only in an auxiliary capacity. 。"Wen Wen didn't want to talk about this anymore. Shun Chen had brought it up several times, but Wen Wen refused to discuss it." 。These are all said by Qiao Shunchen and Qiao Yu, and Qiao Yu also can't think of a solution. 。"It's normal for anyone to not help after being hurt by Shunchen." 。But now, apart from Wenwen, we don't have any other good options. 。"Jiang Kai understood Qin Jingwen's heart. Looking at it now, helping was equivalent to hurting himself without restraint." 。Why would anyone willingly harm others 。 But he had no good solution either, he could only find opportunities to persuade Qin Jingwen again. 。"Dad told me that things weren't as we imagined they were back then." 。Since Dad said that, there must be something going on. 。And Dad also said that Mom's leaving had nothing to do with his affair. 。But Dad didn't say, so we didn't know. 。"If it weren't for Dad, things wouldn't have turned out this way. If Shunchen could just figure out what happened, he wouldn't hate Dad." 。“ She told herself these words, her father had said them before but she never truly listened. ” 。Now, take a deep breath and think carefully about everything your father said. 。Father is indeed an upright and honest person, and he's definitely someone who takes responsibility seriously. 。If it's his fault, he won't shift the blame to others, especially in front of his children, he will be more responsible as a father. 。Then the problem should be with the mother, did the mother encounter other things she couldn't think about"How to figure it out, Dad won't say anyone knows what the truth is..." 。To hear Qiao Yu speak so calmly about past events was also a comfort to Jiang Kai. 。Joe Yu has changed, his long efforts have finally paid off. 。Uncle Zhou once told me, he implied the problem was with Mom. 。But Zhou Shu said he didn't know the specific reason. 。Mom also has a friend she was very close to, but he is no longer with us. Otherwise, he might have known some things too. 。“ Qiao Yu thought about it and felt a pity. Her mother's friend was a clue, but this clue had been broken before her mother passed away. 。"Boy or girl" Jiang Kai probed with a questioning tone. 。"He's not just a friend, he's Mom's former boyfriend. " 。But a few days before Mom left, he died in a car accident. 。Jo Yu told Jiang Kai everything she knew, hoping to find more clues and help Qiao Shunchen let go of everything. 。Only when the barriers in everyone's hearts are removed can we truly feel happy. 。 "Boyfriend Died in a car accident" Jiang Kai was confused, but he didn't dwell on it too much. 。He was just wondering if his mother-in-law's departure had anything to do with her ex-boyfriend. 。"Jiang Kai, do you think Mom might have jumped because she had depression" Qiao Yu didn't notice Jiang Kai's confusion and was thinking about other possibilities. 。"No, if it was depression, Dad wouldn't hide it." 。And Zhou Shu said he didn't know, do you believe that He has followed Dad for so many years, he is Dad's confidant. 。He knows things that you and Shunchen don't know. His saying he doesn't know is very likely a cover-up. 。" Dad and Zhou Shu didn't say anything, it must be more than just depression. " 。“Jiang Kai analyzed the key to the problem. In his view, things were not so simple at all.” 。He thought that "ex-boyfriend" was worth researching. 。"You're right. Maybe I can chat with Uncle Zhou sometime and see if he can tell me more." 。As soon as Jiang Kai spoke, Qiao Yu immediately overturned her own guess. 。Depression isn't a reason to hide, how could she be so foolish as to bring up depression 。It seems like she truly was a fool for three years after pregnancy. 。Even though it was Saturday and he had the day off, Song Xinzhe still arranged for a doctor to operate on Qiao Liang. 。It was a minor surgery, and it went very well. But the waiting afterward made everyone anxious and fearful. 。Jiang Kai went out for something urgent, and Qiao Yu stayed by his father's bedside. 。And Qiao Shunchen had been sitting on a chair outside the ward, his head bowed and silent. 。Qin Jingwen opened the door and walked out of the ward. Seeing that Qiao Shunchen had no reaction, she sat directly beside him. 。Don't worry, Uncle will be fine. 。“

Qin Jingwen softly comforted Qiao Shunchen, she understood Qiao Shunchen's mood at this time, both worried and afraid, that kind of torment Qin Jingwen had experienced ” 。Joe Shunchen didn't speak or raise his head, he just let out a long sigh. 。It felt like the air in his lungs was going to crush him, as if he wouldn't be able to breathe and would stop his heart. 。Everyone will experience birth, aging, sickness and death. Your uncle is only sick, don't repress yourself too much. 。Qin Jingwen's worry was much greater than Qiao Shunchen's, not because Uncle Qiao and she weren't related by blood, but because she had experienced things even more painful than this. 。"Wenwen, I don't know how you got through when there was an accident at your home..." 。I feel like I'm suffocating now. 。It's the feeling of wanting to help but being powerless to do so. 。" Qiao Shunchen spoke, feeling Qin Jingwen's warmth while thinking about how to keep himself from being too repressed. 。"I don't even know how I got through it, at the time death seemed easier." 。But he can't die even if he wants to, he has no right to die. 。Back then, I felt like my life wasn't even my own anymore. I had gambled it all on everyone else. 。"It's truly despairing, feeling like the whole sky is dark and pressing down on me relentlessly." 。Back then, our family fell apart in the blink of an eye. We lost everything and were left with nothing. We had no one to turn to. 。"Just me, all alone, facing this..."

Thinking about myself back then makes me want to suffocate. Qin Jingwen truly doesn't know how she managed to endure it.

"Just thinking about it makes my heart ache for you, you must have been so heartbroken back then." 。"The most tragic thing about Qiao Shunchen growing up was losing his mother, but compared to Qin Jingwen, he was lucky. 。He had no family to rely on, and nowhere to call home. 。Even so, he found it unbearable. He truly wondered what kind of superhuman ability Qin Jingwen used to get through it. 。> swallowing the words you wanted to say. 。"Shunchen, my affairs are none of your concern. I believe you don't have the energy to worry about my affairs either." 。After some time, maybe…”“Forget it, I...