till relatively conscious, he dragged his weary body to see a psychiatrist. The final diagnosis matched his own guess: moderate depression.In this state, Li Luohao tried his best to maintain the corre...Li Luohao, 24 years old
... graduated in 2055 from a key university. After graduation, his life was not as he had imagined ... 。As CEO Marrying a wealthy woman Reaching the pinnacle of life Forget it, Li Lohao is just someone who caught the attention of his superiors. They gave him an undergraduate degree and put him in charge of this so-called "Time-Space X-163" project. 。Although he wasn't interested in this, seeing the joy and pride on his parents' faces, Li Luohao still chose to join the research project. 。Li Luohao's parents are both businessmen. He didn't graduate from high school and started working in society when he was young. His parents also met each other when they were young and struggling in society. 。Thanks to the years of hard work by his parents, Li Lohao's family business has been thriving. In recent years, their family has never worried about money. 。
Originally, Li Luohao also imagined himself like other second-generation rich people, living a comfortable life at home, relying on his family and doing nothing. However, he had an indomitable spirit from a young age. This tenacity made Li Luohao unwilling to be inferior to others; no matter what he did, Li Luohao had to do his best.
This also made Li Luohao's academic performance excellent from childhood to adulthood. Li Luohao's parents did not have a high level of education, so they had high hopes for him. 。And Li Luohao is also quite competitive, having been admitted to a national key university and being favored by the leaders of the Academy of Sciences. He became the youngest researcher in this project plan. 。However, behind this seemingly glamorous and brilliant life, there are hidden failures: Although Li Luohao excelled academically because he only knew how to learn blindly, his social skills became his weakness. In the end, how many true friends does Li Luohao have now One Two Does the husky next door count as one When Li Luohao realized this problem, he also tried to make a change. 。Through the internet, across a smartphone screen, Li Luohao seemed more confident than in real life. It was precisely because of this that Li Luohao and a girl with the online name "Bai Shui Ling Yue" established a relationship and dated for a month. They then met in person. 。As Li Luohao himself believed, his emotional intelligence was basically zero. Within a week of their encounter, Lingyue broke up with him. 。Actually, even he was curious how Lingyue could bear the pain and chat with him for a whole month. 。It can be said that she was literally scared away by Li Luohao's aura. I won't go into detail about what kind of idiotic things Li Luohao did. 。
It was then that Li Luohao realized: some things cannot be accomplished just by hard work.
At this moment, what Li Luohao called tenacity, that indomitable spirit, was utterly useless.
Li Luohao's life felt like it had already been mapped out for him. Perhaps he would spend his entire life hunched over a computer, confined to a sterile lab, conducting mind-numbing scientific experiments.
Even if he could achieve something one day, what would it mean to Li Luohao who had no interest in anything
After that, for a long time, the world in Li Luohao's eyes was gray and lifeless. Everything he looked at seemed dead, and sometimes he would be heartbroken for days because of a colleague's complaining joke. 。What about motivation What motivates Li Luohao Over time, Li Luohao seemed to have become interested in death, and it's unclear whether this is good or bad. At this point, he was constantly wrestling with the thought: Should I die If I die, what will happen to my parents But if I don't die, I still lack the motivation to live. 。
One day, when Li Luohao was still relatively conscious, he dragged his weary body to see a psychiatrist. The final diagnosis matched his own guess: moderate depression.
In this state, Li Luohao tried his best to maintain the correct values in life, but depression is really something that the brain can't control. 。Even under duress, Li Luohao still presented himself as the harmless, honest, and studious academic genius that he was. 。Li Luohao didn't want anyone to know about his depression. If they found out, he would definitely be forced to withdraw from this research project. Where would he go then with his depression Li Luohao didn't want to disappoint his parents because the comfortable life they provided him now was earned through their youthful sacrifices. 。When Li Luohao was in elementary school, every time he woke up at 6 am, he could see his father sitting in front of the computer with messy hair and bloodshot eyes. 。Although he said he had just woken up, Li Luohao knew: his dad was working all night on the computer again and hadn't slept. 。To support her husband's business, Mom worked three jobs outside the home. Every morning, she had to cook breakfast for Li Luohao and send him to school. She was so busy, just to ease some of the family's financial burden. 。It can be said that Li Luhao is not a second-generation rich, Li Luhao is just a son who enjoys the fruits of his parents' labor after they have toiled and suffered. 。If Lee Lo-hao were to lose his job now because of depression, making his parents feel disappointed, what would he be Just a waste, a useless person who can't do anything except mechanically study. If that day really came, it would be even worse than killing him. 。Under such pressure, Li Luohao came to attend the final review meeting for the "Time and Space X-163" project tonight. 。Prior to this, Li Luohao's life was reduced to "repeating experimental steps and recording all key information." He couldn't afford even the slightest mistake!Just then, a portly middle-aged man in his forties walked onto the stage. He stood at 1 meter 75 tall, with tanned skin, wrinkles etched across his face, and a square jawline accentuated by a double chin that drooped down. A pair of gold wire-rimmed glasses perched on his nose further emphasized his lifeless, dead fish eyes. 。Don't look at this person's unassuming appearance, he is the chief technical advisor for the "Time and Space X-163" project and the director of the Hua Xia Shanghai Science Division, his name is "Wang Binglong". 。As soon as Dr. Wang stepped onto the stage, everyone stood up and applauded unanimously. This wasn't just flattery, because the complete plan for the "Time & Space X-163" project was designed by Dr. Wang himself. 。The experimental process was hailed as "a near-perfect plan". 。The "Time and Space X-163" project was named 163 because there had been 162 previous failures in experiments related to "time and space transfer technology." This time, the project was therefore designated as "163". 。Given Li Luohou's state of mind at the time, he certainly wasn't interested in hearing what Dr. Wang had to say about those bold pronouncements. He could cheer up the troops however he liked; it had nothing to do with Li Luohou. 。Li Luohao's mind was now completely occupied with one thing: how to record the complete experimental process. 。Li Luohao only wants to wait until this experiment ends and immediately go for treatment of his depression. 。Because Li Luohao now clearly recognizes one thing: his current interest in death doesn't stem from himself, but because of this damn psychological illness he has. 。He had tried countless times to brainwash himself, but the symptoms of depression were still very difficult to suppress. It can be said that Li Luohao's ability to persevere until today is truly with the help of the gods. 。
The next morning, Li Luohao finished washing up and arrived at the experimental site.
All the participants arrived at the scene before Li Luohao. Li Luohao's colleague, Wang Dailì, who weighed two hundred kilograms, walked towards Li Luohao. 。"Ah Hao, why are you so late I, Wang Fatty, arrived at four in the morning! I've been eagerly waiting. Think about it, if we succeed this time, we'll be national heroes!" 。"Wang Dali charged at Li Luohao with a slight smile. His fleshy face seemed to twitch with his grin, squeezing his eyes down to the size of mung beans." 。
Li Luohao endured the pressure in his heart, forcing a smile at Wang Dali. Although Li Luohao couldn't see his own smile, he was very clear in his heart: this smile must have been uglier than crying.
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“What are you doing！？ Smirking and whispering, not taking anything seriously, what are you guys being paid for by the state! Are you just eating your keep Today, I want to see everyone put in 120% effort, this experiment must be a success, there is no room for failure!”
This scolding came out of nowhere, you don't even need to look up to know it was Dean Wang!
" 。In Lee Loh-hao's view, research work must be a boring and uninteresting thing for many people, at least that's how he felt right now. Besides, Dean Wang's strict and serious management made Wang Fatty, this carefree and cheerful guy, have no chance to make friends with Lee Loh-hao. 。If not for Dr. Wang's obstruction, this lively character, Wang Fatty, would have likely interacted more with Li Luohao in daily life, and perhaps Li Luohao would not have developed depression. 。
Wang Pangzi kept smiling ingratiatingly at Dean Wang. Dean Wang glanced at his watch and said, “There’s still an hour left. Check all the hardware facilities again. There can't be any mistakes.”
Li Luohao, you are in charge of the experimental big data recording task. If anything goes wrong, you are the one to be held responsible!
The headmaster Wang's reprimand made Li Luohao's hands tremble uncontrollably, he couldn't even stand straight. His mind went blank, almost making him forget what he was supposed to do. 。This is the terrible thing about depression, a few words from others, and you might even consider suicide. 。Li Luohao was so close to breaking down right there, just a little bit more...e who caught the attention of his superiors. They gave him an undergraduate degree and put him in charge of this so-called "Time-Space X-163" project. 。Although he wasn't interested in this, seeing t...