"Have I really been reborn Or is it just an illusion",He arrived in Tongzhou with carefully chosen gifts, but was beaten into a cripple in the end. His hands were shattered and his knees were kicked to pieces, causing him to be depressed for a long time and even considering suicide.,For the next twenty years, he lived like a dog, being ridiculed and abused, even resorting to begging for a living.。